February 28, 2003
"behind bars" by Ti

i am three and a half tender years
you are not
i am in my cot
you are not
i am innocent
little did i know
you were not

i am of many years
you are many more
i can not breathe deeply
your seething
i can not focus
your mucus
i can not touch my body
your feeling
i can not reach my stomach
your sick pit
i can not listen
your whispering

you shredded me to pieces
with your perverted thesis
i exist like diahorea
running, running
body and mind
splattered behind the cot bars

i hate rythm
there was no reason
i have pleaded to the skies
i have skurried on the ground
Jesus let me find the key
from these semen bars

Posted by Colm at February 28, 2003 10:21 AM

we are all proud of you


Posted by: T on December 13, 2002 04:52 PM

Ti, this is an amazing poem. I hope you don't mind me saying that I find it ugly and very raw. It tells of true pain and horror.

Posted by: Ev on February 28, 2003 08:16 PM

Brilliant poem, ti.
You have named so much that I can identify with.


Posted by: Liz on March 1, 2003 06:44 AM

itis rough and raw and ugly but not near as ugly as what i feel each day and in my stomach, or tummy as they say, why do i find it so hard to be complete, to be what ever you want me to be, because i am me now trying to be me. if you dont like me its me you dont like, but i am trying so hard to be me just to be me. Please help me, not be sick in my stomach , i dont want to be anymore, i just want to be clean, just clean just me, is that possible? can you and will you allow me just be that, without rules and regulations without material things to buy you with , will you just let me be me please please just let me be me, no matter how shit i am , how shit i am can i just be me just me please let me be me

Posted by: on March 4, 2003 09:34 PM

the last post was by me i forgot to put my name on it dont ask me why i ws answering my own i dont know, i wrote that post three years ago i want to get past that but haven't yet , i really want to without pissing anyone off, is that possible - i piss everyone off and me and all- ti

Posted by: on March 4, 2003 09:37 PM
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